Thursday, August 18, 2011

What does she think of me? (Ladies' answers only please)?

There is a girl at my school who i have, over time, become attracted to. For the first year that she was in my cles, however, she appeared very hostile. She glared at everyone and spoke to only one girl, presumably a close friend. Obviously, I did not find her very becoming for this period of time. However, her behavior has changed radically since then. After summer break, I saw her on the very first day of English cl. I was disappointed that I would have to endure her blistering gaze yet again but something seemed to be different about her. A few minutes after I chose a seat, she sat down directly behind me. This behavior continued for multiple days, until our teacher asked us to introduce ourselves and tell about our interests and lives, as well as to exchange e-mails with several peers. Surprisingly, she was glad to exchange e-mails, (and on a side note, complimented me, the first positive thing I have heard her say.) and so I departed. Several days, ped, and my interest in her grew. Our next cl was relocated to another room, so I arrived after she was already sitting. I decided to sit next to her. I tried to converse with her, but I was confused about her reaction. I asked her about something she mentioned in her introduction several days prior which I found intriguing, but she gave a fairly brief answer. Discouraged, I decided to keep my lips sealed for the remainder of cl. Once the teacher dismissed us, I left my seat before her so as to avoid exacerbating the situation. However, she caught up to me, and walked beside me, mute, expecting me to say something, I suppose. However, I felt too disheartened to speak to her and turned into a hallway earlier than I needed to so as to not embarr myself any further. I apologize for this rather lengthy essay, but I felt that I should include all details. So, once again, I ask, what do the female members of my audience think of the above interactions? Is she simply torturing me for her own delight, or is there a deeper meaning to these actions? I thank all of you who reply, for spending the time to read this rant of a hopeless romantic.

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